my other half!

its been a while since i started writing and i dont think ive ever mentioned the other 'MJ' in my family. yup! i am talking about my partner in crime and my accomplice in everthing i have ever done- like he puts it- the dudemeister- my brother! its just that today i was wondering what i would have done if there was no him and the thought scared the living hell out of me!!!
so this is just to say 'MJ'- even if your the most annoying, agitating, irritating, bug- i just want you to know that if there wasnt you there would never be a me and mom would never have had an 'us'!
how does she put it again-" if its between them-its war....but if its against one of them-then the person on the other side is sure to lose!"
love ya bro!

their crowning glory!

(To the World's Best Grandmother and The Best Mother in the Universe- the two people without whom i would have gone insane. i love u both very much and ammmamma- i miss u like the barren ground misses rain!!)


The quietness of stillness
The resonance of silence
The catch of a breath
An era has passed.

The passage of time
The power of love
The cycle of life
An era lives on.

forgive & forget

Sometimes people would give anything just to be forgiven. It’s amazing to what lengths they can actually go. And it gets even weirder to watch when there is a case of ‘forgive and forget” involved. It felt pointless today when I sat listening to people talk about how they could forgive people but could never forget what they had done to them. Someone please explain to me how you can forgive but never forget the pain that the doing caused you. Or is it just another farce that people put up to be considered and put into the “nice people category”? Why is it that people still have masks on them? What makes them so scared to be out in public as themselves and not as some Shakespearean character (minus a little makeup)? Its time we realized that we have to live life on our basis and for ourselves and not for someone else. And as for the ‘forgive and forget part’…move on! There is no time in today’s world to catch a breath let alone keep some grudge against someone!

27 days!

today it felt good to have people to call as friends in college.today i jumped out of a window of a car because there was cargo on the top and we couldnt get out any other way. today all i did was sit in a car wid four of the most amazingly hilarious people i know off and laugh my lungs out!

i sometimes wish we had more of this....but looks like its just us and 27 more working days!

the idea of having a "want"!

i finally figured out the 3 things i want to do before i leave college
1)I want to streak my hair red.
2)I want to pack a bag and go off somewhere for a day.
3)I want to be part of a wall where nobody knows who i am.


alas....
none of this is likely to happen!