Alive.Flawed.Human.

It’s funny how we are always surrounded by people…and yet the sense of loneliness just gets to you. You try to stop it. You try to resist it. You try to fight it. You try to ignore it. And finally when it just does not go away… You accept it.

It’s like some people find it difficult to share a chocolate with somebody else. Some want to and cant because they don’t have anyone to share it with. Some just give up eating the chocolate. As for some, after a point of time the chocolate has no taste. You can feed and feed…but it will make no taste bud on your tongue tingle.

Life puts you through various tests. The idea is to see if you will survive.
I choose to and therefore I will.

Nothing will suck out the optimism that lies deeply imbedded in both me and my inner consciousness that I neither know much about nor am oblivious to its existence.

I am what I am and that’s all what I am.
Im not good. Im not evil.
Im plain ol' me.
Alive.Flawed.Human.

28 February 2010

A strong gush of wind. a horde of people clustered in a narrow corridor around a tiny little child that lay there.Red-wine like substance all around him. Gasping for air. Sipping on water. He drew his last breath. An image that will never leave my eyes.He passed away last night. I didnt know him and now I will never know him either.

At the end of it all... what will remain with me is the vacant expression in his childlike eyes. The eyes that will never see the dawn of the morning sun again...never again.

But I will say this... wherever you are...I, like all the others...hope your'e happy. Content with the life you have led.